星期日, 二月 29, 2004
The Lord of the Movies

During the morning when Minas Tirith was surrounded by uncountable numbers of uruk-hais and even Gandalf was preparing Peregrin Took for their worst fate, King Theoden raised his outnumbered and frightened men (and Éowyn) from the feeling of defeat and hopelessness. My heart was practically pounding out of my chest as the battle cries of the riders of Rohan diminished the orcs with their willingness and spirit to fight to death.
The inspirations I obtained from Tolkien's LOTR epics are plenty. I would like to believe that this is the reason many flock to the movies to get yet another dose of the still ongoing screenings of the full FOTR, The Two Towers and ROTK versions. The battle of Minas Tirith reminds us that at the hours close to defeat there is always hope, and that the courage and brotherhood of the good will triumph over the selfish and divided evil. Éowyn empowers women with her persistence to join her warriors in battle. She also reminds us that the seemingly small and weak Hobbits shall not be underestimated.
I cried during a lot of the ROTK scenes, but my tears went flowing when everyone present bowed to Frodo, Sam, Merry and Pippin at Aragorn's crowning. And yes, I held off going to the loo during all of my viewings.
It is only recently that I discovered the epics almost did not make it, or rather almost did not get made.
It all began with an ambitious idea, an unproven film-maker and a studio in search of a miracle.
Laura Holson in her recent Reader's Digest article saluted Peter Jackson for his perseverance. An excerpt from the article is as follows:
Weinstein (Weinstein, Harvey of Miramax studios) was a great admirer of Jackson's 1994 Academy Award-nominated Heavenly Creatures but also a tough negotiator. He gave Jackson four weeks to come up with another studio to produce the movies (Weinstein could not get parent company Disney's permission to make Jackson's two films on $140 million). If Jackson failed, he would hire his own director and make one film himself for less money.Luckily, Jackson made it. The cost were astronomical, according to the New York Times.
With $50,000 of his own cash, Jackson created a 35-minute pitch tape to show prospective studios. Eight studios were sent the scripts; two responded - the film division of Polygram and New Line. Polygram dropped out in late July (1998) just as Jackson was planning a trip to New Line. At that point, not even Jackson thought New Line would be interested.
Jackson's first moments with Bob Shaye (one of New Line's co-chief executives) didn't do much to dispel his sense of gloom. Shaye told him that with the exception of franchises like Austin Powers, New Line's development team had had little success turning blockbusters into franchised sequels. If New Line agreed to finance The Lord of the Rings movies, he told Jackson, the studio would be placing "an incredible amount of good faith" in him. Jackson was deflated: he reckoned he'd been graciously told it was not going to happen even if Shaye saw the tape.
Shaye watched Jackson's pitch in stony silence as Jackson searched his face for the slightest interest.
When it finished, Shaye asked, "Aren't there three books?"
"Yes," Jackson answered nervously.
"Why are you making two films?" Shaye asked. "Why not three?"
He created a virtual company town in Maramar, a district of Wellington, New Zealand. At the height of the production, The Lord of the Rings employed as many as 2,400 people - 400 toiling on special effects alone. Jackson's workshop produced 48,000 swords, scabbards, axes and shield; 900 suits of armor; 300 handmade wigs and 200 moulded-plastic orc masks. He even built a foundry to create 100 hand-forged and -inlaid metal weapons. No detail was insignificant. More than 250,000 silk leaves were applied by hand to just one tree in Hobbiton.How is that for the Lord of the Movies?
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星期五, 二月 27, 2004
Thank God It's Friday
The past week has been quite fruitful despite me running around like a mad girl. I am getting a good hang of multitasking and multi-level prioritizing. Everyone wants a piece of me when I do not have the time for them. Hence I have to learn how to say NO more often.
Tomorrow is the day for the LOTR 3 ROTK extended version viewing. I cannot wait to spend another 4 hours in the freezing cinema with hot melted cheese-dipped tortilla chips and a tumbler of iced Milo. To make up for those hours of non-activity, it will be body combat and body pump at the gym after lunch. Note to self: remember not to go home and sleep instead.
Sunday will hopefully be a beautiful cool day because a friend is getting hitched. Another chance to dig out my green silk kebaya for the joyous occasion (which is recurring more and more often amongst friends nowadays).
27/02/2004 wants include the following:
1. A digital camera so that I can begin to shoot original stuffs for this blog.
2. More energy to perform more multitasking stints.
3. Another good book to read (suggestions anyone?).
This blog has reached its thousandth hit!! I did not expect this when I first started blogging =)... Thank you all for visting and have a great weekend my readers.
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星期四, 二月 26, 2004
Urrrggghhhhh!!!
Sometimes I think IT project customers/end-users are down-right dumb a**es. Not only are these people completely ignorant of what it takes to complete their deliverables, they also want it to be done within impossible time frames.
What I have here is the complete package: an incompetent project manager, a half-blur (and always ailing) system analyst, a few third-party vendors stuck in between fighting for the business but cannot deliver (and are not willing to invest too much), and a few big guns who thinks all of us have the powers of Superman.
My KPI is going down the drain because of these people. Working my butt off does not yield any promising returns. Maybe I should just go for a 2 month vacation somewhere and leave them in hot water for a while.
Listening to: Audioslave - Show Me How to Live
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星期三, 二月 25, 2004
System Development Life Cycle
The SDLC theory is applied everyday to plan, analyze, design, implement and support. Ehem, this is enlarged on my notice board.. in full color. Good morning to all my readers who are caught in the cycle. =)
Addendum:
SDLC- Acronym for system development life cycle. SDLC is the process of developing information systems through investigation, analysis, design, implementation and maintenance. SDLC is also known as information systems development or application development. SDLC is a systems approach to problem solving and is made up of several phases, each comprised of multiple steps:
The software concept - identifies and defines a need for the new system
A requirements analysis - analyzes the information needs of the end users
The architectural design - creates a blueprint for the design with the necessary specifications for the hardware, software, people and data resources
Coding and debugging - creates and programs the final system
System testing - evaluates the system's actual functionality in relation to expected or intended functionality.
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星期一, 二月 23, 2004
The Naked Chef (I Am Not)
Over the new year weekend, I have been cooking.
Due to my mother's previous illness and some of her medication, she is unable to partake of anything with chilli or fish.
Hence, Dad has been cooking chicken and prawns for the pass week and decided he can take it no more. He desparately wants some chilli and sea produce for the weekend. I have to come up with some new dishes (mild yet alluring) to stir up (and cheat) Mum's dull appetite.
My source of ideas: Jamie Oliver. Mind you that I am no expert in Western cooking.
I have been trained in Chinese culinary since the day I held a spatula and it has only been a few years back I have attempted to whip up Malay cuisines (mostly to satisfy my own chilli-induced cravings). The most complicated ones I have bottle and gumption to conjure are ayam masak merah, kangkung belacan, rendang tok, kentang ikan bilis, sup ekor and probably udang sambal (minus the petai... :D).
Today I tried out a recipe from Oliver's The Naked Chef. With his 'strip it bare then make it work' principle, I was able to cook asparagus the Western way for the first time. Usually I would just toss it with some chopped red chillies, belacan (a spicy shrimp paste) and prawns. The following receipe from page 143 is about as simple as it can get.
Steamed Asparagus with Lemon and Anchovy ButterEat well and have a good week ahead!
Serves 4Whizz up the anchovies in a food processor (or chop them finely), and add the butter, chilli and pepper. Add the lemon juice, to taste. Steam the asparagus in a fast-boiling steamer (or in a colander over a pot) until tender - taste one. You can toss your anchovy butter and asparagus together before serving, or simply serve the steamed asparagus with a knob of anchovy butter on the top.
-   55g/2oz anchovies, the best you can find
-   140g/5oz butter
-   small pinch of dried chilli
-   freshly gound black pepper
-   juice of 1 lemon
-   680-900g/1½-2lb fresh asparagus, trimmed and peeled if necessary
P.S.: I used the lesung batu to crush the ikan bilis for maximum taste.
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Extended Version: LOTR The Two Towers
I spent a good three hours and 45 minutes in the freezing GSC yesterday catching The Two Towers complete with the omitted scenes from the official offering last year. I have only watched LOTR 2 once and did not manage to go to the marathon session Starbucks held recently.
I have to say that watching the full version helps me understand the whole story better, and therefore LOTR ROTK makes more sense.
I cannot bring myself to read the books, regardless of the many sky-high reviews given by avid fans.
Now my next mission is to go out and get the complete DVD box set so that I can organize my own marathon sessions at the comfort of my equally freezing bedroom.Guest must bring along microwavable popcorn and chips.
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星期六, 二月 21, 2004
When She Earns More
This is one of those instance where I am peacefully reading and then come across something which I just have to blog about. CLEO's latest issue presents an interesting article. "When You Earn More Than Him" sheds some light to me about relationship dynamics and (socially perceived) gender roles. Hence here is my question to all men reading this: Do you mind being in a relationship with a girl who earns more?
I remember a conversation I had with a guy I have a soft spot for. We were discussing about relationships, marriage and commitments. He playfully asked when do I ever plan to get hitched, and I answered with a light-hearted, sponteneous response - when my business card reads 'IT manager' or an equivalent. I sincerely feel that my current priority is my career. I want to start a relationship and in future, a family with a secure financial foundation. He then said I may end up being single for a long time because by then there will be less single men my age. I told him I do not care if my man earns less or is at a lower level of the career ladder. He reminded me that my man will (possibly) mind. I then retorted that if it does bother him then maybe he does not suite being with me.
I regreted that almost immediately and thought I blew my chance with him there and then because he does earn less than I do. I do care that he feels challenged or possibily inadequate just because my pay slip prints a larger figure but what should I do? Demote myself from the job I love or do it just half-heartedly so that eventually I end up with zero increments? To me having a successful relationship also means being able to excel in my job and therefore earning a good keep which I can then contribute to our joint financials.
CLEO's Test Your Attitude question:I need to know how the majority of men feel about this. Will you reject a girl just because she earns more and have no qualms about it?
Should it matter in a relationship if a woman makes more money than a man?
My answer:
No! Men and women are equal partners and roles are easily interchanged. It does not matter who makes more money!
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My Element: Flame
I always associate myself with fire of all the five elements - water, flame, wind, earth and light. Quizilla's What's Your Element (Girls)? confirmed it for me.
Your Element is Flame.
You have a strong, independant, fiery personality and you obviously don't let other's push you around. You like being in charge and don't care what other people think.
In fact, you like to stand out and be yourself. You're probably shy when people first meet you but you have a ball of energy that could explode at any given moment.
You like to laugh and whether you admit it or not, you also like to fight. You're a person that is wild and untamable. You're a beauty and is physically fit and a little sexy and you have a very pretty face.Another one of those moments of self-absorption which I like so much... I'm HOT! =)
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Trackback Enabled
My babies, the lovely Haloscan has finally enabled trackbacks. As time goes by, I am able to revamp this site for improved layout and functions. Thank you all for your support and constructive suggestions.
I hope that I will continue to be inspired by all your great blogs and that you will continue to enjoy mine.
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星期五, 二月 20, 2004
Machine Dependency
We pride ourselves in this age of Information Technology that everything can be done and automated. Even at my stock broking company, remisiers are beginning to run around with notebooks and doing their business via the WWW. Our new project enables them to view their client reports and account balances with a few clicks through their virtual offices.
Yesterday, the IT guys stopped sending them a few of their existing hardcopy reports. Yes, we still do those computer paper printing thing which takes up a whole night of back-office batch processing. At about 10.30 a.m., the remisiers began to experience login failure. This is when the geeks like me begin to sweat. We do have a DRP server performing periodic and daily backups, but not the budget (this year) to do real-time mirroring disaster recovery. Our IBM WebSphere® application went to a halt, or as we always say... 'hang'. After several attempts to resume the application failed, we executed the last resort to reboot the IBM e-Server® iSeries hosting it.
The first few seconds went by smoothly, the three of us (an infra specialist, a database pro and I) went on to chat about Linux Red Hat® (the OS platform for that machine). Then the server begin to stop booting while performing an NFS system file check. A few minutes went by and the three of us stopped talking. We stared at the black screen, willing it to continue booting. Another couple of minutes went by in silence, then we squatted down to stare at the server tower (it is at the bottom of the server rack). We continued to stare at the hard disks LED lights, willing it to blink (to show that it is alive and running). Suffice to say, if the file system was corrupted we would have been totally screwed. "It is still not blinking.", I said. "Let's wait a bit.", the database guy said. "We shall not be screwed by this machine.", the infra guy said. Another few minutes went by and the lights finally started to blink, first slowly for a few seconds, then continuously. The booting resumed.
We stood up, not feeling our jelly legs for awhile and remembered to continue to breath. "There were three pros squatting down there waiting for that darn machine to boot.. we must have looked pretty funny...", I observed. Then we broke out laughing like maniacs all the way out of the freezing server room to the ladies and gents. We had to go. So much for IT and efficient e-business solutions.
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星期四, 二月 19, 2004
Dream versus Reality
On the way back from a nice jog at Taman Tasik Perdana this lovely evening, I saw my dream wheels cruising along the Pusat Bandar Damansara highway. The color is yellow, my favorite. My heart skipped a beat.
This is not the first time I experience that high feeling every time I see the new BMW Mini. I can buy a very nice crib about town with the price of this piece of British workmanship but boy isn't it pretty?
What I have in reality is the favorite Kelisa Limited Edition also in yellow. I prefer this shade but the top is black and the lights are not round. [Sigh...] My new baby has a problem: its non-existing butt leaks when it rains. I am determine to get it fixed. I love it nonetheless, it keeps me up and about very smoothly.
It is alright to dream once in a while and then get back to reality and be grateful for what we have.
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星期三, 二月 18, 2004
The Art of Seduction
I have been reading this book for quite some time and have come to the second part of the well-researched book (describing anti-seducers and their exploits). The following are some of Robert Greene's seduction guidelines.
Charm, persuasion, the ability to create illusions: these are some of the many dazzling gifts of the Seducer, the compelling figure who is able to manipulate, mislead, and give pleasure all at once. When raised to the level of art, seduction, an indirect and subtle form of power, has toppled empires, won elections, and enslaved great minds.
Seduce ... or Be SeducedI am yet to identify myself with one (or more) the types of seducer defined by Greene but this is by far the best psychological book I have ever come across.
Choose the Right Target - Study your prey thoroughly. The right targets are those for whom you can fill a void. The perfect target allows for the perfect chase.
Create a False Sense of Security - Approach Indirectly - The seduction should begin at an angle so that the target only gradually becomes aware of you. Haunt the periphery of your target's life.
Send Mixed Signals - A mix of qualities suggests depth, which fascinates as it confuses.
Appear to Be an Object of Desire - Make your targets hungry to possess you. It will become a point of vanity for them to be the preferred object of your attention.
Create a Need - Stir Anxiety and Discontent - A perfectly satisfied person cannot be seduced.
Master the Art of Insinuation - Create a sublanguage - bold statements followed by retraction and apology, banal talk combined with alluring glances. make everything suggestive.
Enter Their Spirit - Play by your targets' rules. In doing so you will stroke their deep-rooted narcissism and lower their defenses.
Create Temptation - Lure the target by creating a glimpse of the pleasures to come.
Keep Them in Suspense - The moment people feel they know what to expect from you, you spell on them is broken. Give the target a thrill with a sudden change of direction.
Use the Power of Words to Sow Confusion - The trick to making people listen is to say what they want to hear. Flatter them.
Pay Attention to Detail - Lofty words of love and grand gestures can be suspicious. The subtle gestures and the offhand things you do are often more charming.
Poeticize Your Presence - Intrigue your target by altering an exciting presence with a cool distance, exuberant moments followed by calculated absences.
Disarm Through Strategic Weakness and Vulnerability - Too much maneuvering on your part may raise suspicion. The best way to cover your tracks is to make the other person feel superior and stronger.
Confuse Desire and Reality - Create the Perfect Illusion - Aim at secret wishes that have been thwarted or repressed, stirring up uncontrollable emotions, clouding a victim's powers of reason.
Isolate the Target - Take your targets away from their normal milieu, friends, family, home. With no outside support, an isolated person is easily led astray.
Prove Yourself - One well-timed action that shows how far you are willing to go to win your target over will dispel doubts.
Effect a Regression - People who have experienced a certain kind of pleasure in the past will try to repeat or relive it.
Stir Up the Transgressive and Taboo - People yearn to explore their dark side. Take your targets further than they imagine - the shared feeling of guilt and complicity will create a powerful bond.
Use Spiritual Lures - Everyone has doubts and insecurities about their physical presence. Lure them out of their insecurities by making them focus on something sublime and spiritual.
Mix Pleasure with Pain - The greatest mistake in seduction is being too nice.
Give Them Space to Fall - The Pursuer is Pursued - Hint that you are growing bored. Seem interested in someone else. Create the illusion that the seducer is being seduced.
Use Physical Lures - Targets with active minds are dangerous. Put their minds gently to rest and waken their dormant senses by combining a nondefensive attitude with a charged sexual pleasure.
Master the Art of the Bold Move - Don't give the target time to consider the consequences. One person must go on the offensive, and it is you.
Beware the After-effects - Never let the other person take you for granted. Use absence, create pain and conflict, to keep the seduced on tenterhooks.
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I Need to be More Sceptical
As it goes, when Zarina tries out a quiz, I also do not have the ability to resist. So BBC News goes ahead and decides that I am too nice....
Are You A Cynic?Bollocks.. so I am a nice girl. Just shoot me, and I shall reveal my cynical self.
"Aren't you a sweetie? You are barely capable of a cynical thought. In fact, you need to develop your sceptical side - a healthy dose of cynicism is no bad thing."
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星期二, 二月 17, 2004
Solving Office Problems
The Nerd in Me is Taking Charge
The scenario: At my desk Tuesday morning, with a tight deadline but limited inspiration and zero ideas. While writing my program codes, my mind wandered.
What if life is a program?
The life cycle has been predetermined, with a definite start and definite end, or return (geek speak). The author is.. you know Who.
The different stages of life is divided into several procedures or modules, each co-depending with parameters for inputs and outputs. Our brains and bodies contains important information, all stored as a database. Every single possibilities in our lifes are taken into consideration, handled by conditional processings - {If [this happens] Then [you fix it] Else [you are screwed!] End If}, iterative loops - {Do While [you think you don't earn enough] [work your a** off] End Do} and structural controls.
The program is penetrable and not completely bug-free so sometimes our lives are turned upside-down and we have no idea how to fix it until He comes up with program patches. Also, sometimes we get vulnarable and open ourselves to attacks by viruses and worms from Hell.I am begining to go nuts.. need to go yell at someone, then get back to the darn codes... X-|Continue reading The Nerd in Me is Taking Charge
星期一, 二月 16, 2004
Not Quite There Yet
My reading materials aside from books include women's magazines. I have been asked the question of why I bother to spend so much money on foreign magazines by my friends, colleagues and lately, even my bosses (I accidentally left a copy of US Glamour sprawled across my cubicle during lunch). One of my girl friends (who religiously borrows my mags) even did the math for me, "Think about it, this cost only £1.80 in England and that only US$3.50 in the States." (Duh...) Actually, I cannot even buy the cheapest local women's with five ringgit here.
So why do I keep buying foreign women's mags? They cost a bomb but content wise, foreign mags fair much better, at least to me. I told my bosses just that. They flipped through the pages briefly and had to agree with me.
That said, our local mags have come a long way. A few years back, all you get are pages filled with skinny models displaying sample size designer pieces you cannot afford, tips and tricks to shape your brows/hair/lips/nails/butt etc. and of course, celebrity gossips. Not that I do not count these as important elements of a women's read, a girl has got to be a girl. However, there must be much more to make it worth my money and time.
Since then, our local editions have grown positively. At least some editors have opened their gates (though not all the way) and bravely tackle issues like sex and sexual health, prostitution, rape, STDs, suicides, incest and such. Comprehensive reports, articles based on research and interviews provide our young women the chance to obtain crucial information and indirect advices. Helpline numbers and NGO contacts are listed for those who need more. This is a good development. We no longer pretend that things do not happen over here and that our women, strongly drilled with Asian values since childhood do not face the same challenges and problems that Western women do. I find that women's issues are still not completely discussed with a to-the-face attitude and openess here (remember the [over]reactions to the Vagina Monologue?). Women's magazines therefore play an important role as an educative and informative media not only to facilitate our existing curiosities and questions, but also to provoke our minds to discover and think.
I maintain that one of the main weaknesses of our local women's is their refusal to publish critical feedbacks. Go ahead, check all our local women's publications and you will find that only letters of praise and positive response are published within the Letters to the Editor sections. This shows that they limit themselves from improvements based on their readerships. I personally have tried writing constructive critical comments to a few, outlining my disagreement with some of their freelance columns or suggesting some new issues they may include in future publications. Needless to say, none of them made it to print. On the other hand, I find that one local magazine (of a different genre) do practice non-censorship on their readers' writes. Women's magazines should follow suite. Playing it safe and doing what your competitors already do will never help.
Publishing a magazine is tough, more so if it is for women. To make it a valuable read, it must be realistic and totally sincere. Hence, more real-sized women as models and more real stories from women who have been through hell and back. I find inspiration and strength reading accounts from women who have been violated, seen their husbands executed in public, watched their children die helplessly, battled with life-threatening diseases and been to war fighting for freedom. Then there are also the odd articles about women who made it to congress and women who petition restlessly for their insurance policies to cover birth control costs.
The gates of editorial censorship have to be opened completely for our local women's magazine to really empower its readers.
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Playing Agony Aunt
Over the weekend I had the chance to spend some talk-over-coffee time with one of my closest girl friend. I have not done this with her for a long time since we have ceased to be roommates and went on our separate ways.
With me sipping my hot chocolate (I thought I need a caffeine-free head for this and decaf coffee is not coffee) and her slurping cold raspberry juice, we talked about relationship... or rather she did the talking, I nodded and mumbled acknowledgements of understanding. It was the usual deal (at least this is nothing new to me). She swears she loves him a great lot and cannot stand to face even a short break up if they go on having verbal wars everytime they are together. I gave her time to vent out welled-up frustrations and let her ask the inevittable questions- "What the hell is wrong with me?", "Why can't I appreciate him more?", "What should I do?"
I took a long, deep breath and told her to do the same.
Reaching my late twenties, I have had a few relationships myself. All of them were quite different, some better than the others, and some totally made me look back and think 'Why did I even do that?'. However, I am grateful I had the chance to experience all of them because they helped me learn.
Love has got only a part to do with it all. The rest is sheer hard work, selflessness, sacrifices, difficult decisions and pure patience. Just like life, a relationship of any kind is no walk in the park. The key is to find that someone who is willing to share the hardships with you, and in the case of my friend, for the rest of your life. Tough. Ask any couple who have spent more than 40 or 50 years together still going strong and they will tell you that they have worked on it every single day to keep their fires burning.
A whole book with hundreds of pages written may not be enough to document advices for maintaining a successful relationship, let alone one hour of coffee-talk; but I offered her the following few:
There are two people here, not one. Each live his or her own life as individuals but share parts of it with each other.On our way out of the cafe she told me I make it sound so simple. I told her it is not and it will never be. She then asked, "So what is the point of all these?" I said, "Well, I think life becomes easier and beautiful when you have someone you can share the load with. All that effort will hipefully bear fruits of joy, peace, understanding and love."
Talk less, listen more. Arguements are good and essential, only if done the right way - no one necessarily wins, but no one loses.
When it seems like he doesn't really care or when he doesn't tell you he loves you, it doesn't mean he doesn't.
You both have your faults and shortcomings. Complement and compromise, not (don't bother trying to) change each other.
Then I wonder if I can pull this off when I meet my man. I realized I left out the most important point:
God, let your love be our strength.
Continue reading Playing Agony Aunt
星期五, 二月 13, 2004
13/02/2004 Wants
Today's list include the following:
1. less cramps and back-ache (even if it is once a month)..
2. no more Kelisa LE related problems
3. more sleep (or make that time to sleep)
4. more inspirations for career growth (pinning for promotion.. =P)
5. a loonnng weekend for more 'me' time
6. ingredients and potions for home-made spa (plan) this Sunday
These are achievable for now. Upcoming wants will be posted periodically.
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星期四, 二月 12, 2004
This is Unbelievable
When parents name their babies, they do not actually know how their little ones will turn out, or do they? I find the following discovery pretty unbelievable but quite pleasant at the same time. It is amazing that this site is able to analyze Chinese names as well although it does so according to the sound (to the uninitiated, the closest hanyue pinyin when a Chinese character is sound-translated to Roman alphabet combinations) of them instead of the actual character meaning.
My name in Chinese means clear and strong-colored jade. There are many Pik Yin(s) around the world so my creative mother decided to add a 'C' before the 'K' to make my name more "uncommon". As a result I spend my whole life correcting the spelling of my name due to endless mistakes and careless erratas. This result is based on Pikyin as there are no Pickyin in their database.
Complete Summary(Munching Marks and Spencer's Milk Chocolate Oat Crunches while typing with one hand...) This is so impossibly true that it just proves He even decides that I am my name. I will probably spend another year or two being a software geek before moving on to the entertainment field! Wonderful.
Your name of Pikyin gives you a very happy-go-lucky, spontaneous nature. You see the humorous side of many situations and can laugh at yourself as well as at others. This name gives you a musical, artistic nature and you would do well in any occupation in the entertainment field. You have many friends because of your generous, happy nature, but if crossed you have a quick temper, although your annoyance does not last too long. You do enjoy an argument and will at times say things just to get others going and then you sit back and enjoy the debate. You lack system and order and find it very difficult to budget and save money.
This name creates a nature that can be the life of the party, but many times you can become involved in emotional situations against your better judgment. Your compassionate nature causes you to be too generous and you often give more than you can afford to.
Health Weaknesses
You are too fond of sugars and starches, thus you could have a weakness in your liver, kidneys, or skin, creating pimples or eczema. While this name gives you a wonderful personality, and attracts much love and friendship, it is far too emotional and scattering an influence and will not allow the material accumulation nor personal happiness you should have.
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星期二, 二月 10, 2004
Cat with Character
This is a friend's cat shot during one of his quiet evenings spent back home at his kampung. The feline displayed such character that his picture made it to the finals at an amateur competition here. His mom was rescued from the KL city after losing one of her hind legs. Last week his older brother died after being knocked down by a car while roaming around the kampung roadsides.
His facial expression seems to say "Throw anything you've got at me and I'll be able to handle it."
Creatures like this inspires me by being fearless, tough and free-spirited despite their circumstances.
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星期一, 二月 09, 2004
The Temple of Our Souls: Part Deux
During the weekend, a friend decided to revamp his fitness level by taking up jogging after months of not exercising. He told me he had to start bucking up or else his brains will fail to work effectively and "folds" are already showing around his midriff. I was really happy for this, but declined his invitation for a weight-loss competition for two reasons: we are of different sex and height, therefore we should not have the same weights; and yes, I was afraid I would lose.
We do fret a little about our size/weight/fitness at one time or another. I discovered that I had gained a kilo while stuffing myself crazy during the past festive months. My immediate note-to-self was this: It's going to be gym Monday to Saturday, come what may. I have been quite lazy after Ramadhan, it's time for me to get my act together. After all, a good dose of endorphins daily is always good for me.
I highly recommend it.
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星期六, 二月 07, 2004
Second to None
The title refers to my parents. I am very, very lucky to still have them today. My mother has been really ill for more than a week and today I make a point to spend the weekends with her, even if it means cancelling social outings and blowing-off friends by SMS and e-mail. They will understand.
Looking back, there were times when I felt my parents and I are totally on different wavelengths. Endless discussions, which sometimes ended with hot debates often left me frustrated. I had to constantly remind myself that they had it different. In fact, they had it hard... very hard. My life since the first day I was born can be considered heavenly easy and comfortable from their points of view. Nothing I endured even came close to their experiences.
I made peace with the fact that without them, I am nothing. I will honour and love them for just one simple reason: I am their daughter. They may have their faults. They may never understand where I am trying to come from. It may never be easier for me to communicate my point across, but the bottom line is, I do love my parents. It is not a feeling I can choose to feel or not. I know this since that night I cried and cried myself to sleep when I had to spend my first night at home with my mother in the hospital. I was eight when my mother battled both breast and uterus cancer at the same time.
He says, "Your Lord has decreed that you worship none but Him, and that you be kind to your parents. Whether one or both of them attain old age in your life, say not to them a word of contempt, nor repel them, but address them in terms of honour. And out of kindness, lower to them the wing of humility, and say, 'My Lord! Bestow on them Your Mercy even as they cherished me in childhood.'" [Surah Al-Isra 17: 23-24]Some parents may not have much to give, but they always give their all. I pray that He gives me strength and that I will remember this always.
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星期五, 二月 06, 2004
Cure the "Like" Itch
After sweating it out in body combat last evening, I had by far the most mind-boggling conversation with a new acquaintance at the gym. Here's a snippet of it:
X : So.. the class was pretty good, huh?
PY: Yeap. You were really working it.
X : Tell me about it.. I spent.. like.. 30 minutes on the treadmill before that, and now I'm like... so like.... all wringed out.
PY: Cool..
X : So do you like.. come here like... really often? It's like, only like, my first time here but I'm like, so gonna come again..
For the next two minutes, I think if I had made the effort to register how many time the word like was used, I would have lost count. I had to pay extra attention to comprehend what each whole sentence meant.
The Like Syndrome is a deadly disease that destroys the English language. Everyone is caught in it, from Oprah to J. Lo to countless other affluent individuals in the entertainment, politics and social scenes - all of whom have immense powers of influence over the common masses. It started out amongst America's teenagers. Now it has infected Malaysians as well, right down to business professionals and people who consider themselves 'good English speakers'. I admit it, I sometimes
The only cure is identification and awareness of the problem and conscious effort to stop. "Like" is used in many incorrect ways - as pause fillers (I think, like, that...); to introduce a quote (I was like, really?); replacing the words "around" or "approximately" (I had, like, eight hours of sleep!!); to start a phrase (...like, what's going on?); or as incomprehensible as this (...like, I saw, like, you know, like, and that, like, really cute guy you, like, like, at the, like, dinner).
This syndrome is only common in speeches and for those who unconsciously have picked it up, it is a hard-to-break habit. I didn't have the nerve to point this out to my conversation partner because we hardly know each other but we really should all make an effort to correct this problem. For hard core "likers", listeners could shout, scream, faint, or maybe... throw things.
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星期四, 二月 05, 2004
Plastic Problems
Today I had a nasty surprise, which ironically was not so surprising. It has happened before. It is still happening, and it will persist to happen. The only thing I can do is succumb to those [SOBs] who are doing it because as it appears, I am powerless to do anything else about it.
Maybe I should stop using plastics. I get tired of making phone calls and being put on hold for (even) 5 minutes. I don't have 5 minutes for this kind of thing. I get tired of faxing confirmation forms to make sure the banks credit to my balances amounts of RM42.01 and RM39.72. I feel the width of my horizon has been reduced because I can't pump my car with energy liquid using my plastics for the fear of banks rejecting my future fraud complaints claiming "... but you do pay for petrol by credit, ma'am..". Most of all, I get really tired of having to change auto-debit accounts with new card numbers all the time. It makes me look bad.
This is the first time I am ranting on my blog. It's only 9.30 in the morning and I am in a foul mood because of some useless people, whom if I have my own way would be... **deep breath, deep breath**
This is not good for my health so I'm gonna go load up on my morning dose of calming caffeine..... and start checking that fax machine.
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星期三, 二月 04, 2004
Google and More...
Google amazes me from time to time with images such as this. I often find it educational.
Apparently, today is Gaston Julia's birthday.
At a very young age (as many other men in many parts of the world at the beginning of the twentieth century), Julia was a soldier in the First World War. In a fierce combat during a "dark" winter, young Julia was severely wounded, and as a result, he lost his nose.I hope this can be an inspiration to all of us.
Despite several surgical interventions to remedy the situation, he had to wear a leather strap across his face for the rest of his life. During those hard times, Julia continued his researches in mathematics, and after the war, he became a distinguished mathematician.
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